Monday, March 30, 2009

Monday Musings.....

As I sit here drinking my Starbucks Peppermint Mocha (with skim, no whipped - naturally), it occurred to me that while this coffee and the fruit cup I got completely hit the spot today as I'm freezing from the dreariness -- it was pretty pricey. $7.00 for a cup of coffee and about 1/8th of a pound of fruit. That's a good gig the 'Bucks has going on.

Which brings me to my thoughts for today...

1. Always go with your gut when it comes to your body. Yes, I am suffering a slight setback with my knee. Slight is the key word which I'm very happy about. He said it's only about 2-3 weeks off course for me. Seems I had this loud crack in my knee about 10 days ago now, and since then my gait has been off; I've encountered lots of discomfort and swelling -- and the swelling has been as bad as presurgery. I was very nervous about it, actually -- and Saturday was the worst it's been. So very swollen and bruised looking. However, I went to a candlelight yoga session Saturday night, convinced that I was going to overcome. Fortunately -- and oddly enough -- the swelling went down by almost half by the time class was over. So, seeing that I was relieved that it wasn't a tendon or ligament issue -- which the doctor confirmed today. Turns out it's scar tissue that broke and floated into a part of my knee that it doesn't belong in. So my knee is revolting. He said if I can add more yoga to my PT regimen it will help break it down sooner and more efficiently - and that this is a minor setback not to be concerned. So it was win/win for me. My feeling that something wasn't right was confirmed, but not serious -- and I get encouraged to do more yoga. (As if I ever needed any encouragement in that area!)

2. I don't know how a company can be so shortsighted. I found out on Friday that my daughter's Pre-K is closing on 19 June. The company that sponsors the Children's Center has deemed that it's not effective enough as a recruiting tool to keep it any longer. Mind you - this is the most fabulous children's center and private kindergarten I have ever seen. And while my daughter will be attending public kindergarten and wasn't going to be attending during the summer -- it's still such a shock to hear. All of those children will now have to be relocated; parents will need to find new arrangements -- the public schools will now have an influx of students; and how about all of the teachers and staff? The last thing this economy needs are more unemployed people added to the statistics. This company was providing not only a valueable resource to our community - but to those who attended. The facility is gorgeous - the staff is tremendous - and truly, a positive environment for all those involved. To tell the director to "sell things piecemeal if need be" is horrifying. Why not charge rent and allow the school to be a separate entity? Increase tuition if need be? They didn't even allow that option, which is such a sin. I now plan on taking my daughter out earlier than expected because I think seeing the demise of the school, and the heartbreak of the staff is something I want to spare her from.

3. There is sometimes unmistakable evil that lies within some souls. I don't think I've ever been more convinced of this than now. The story of the young monster (dare I call him "man") who killed his two sisters, decapitating one of them is unspeakable. I cannot venture to guess what he thought he was accomplishing, or why he would do something so horrific to a family member, let alone a child. It turns my stomach, and death by 4 rounds of police gun fire was far too kind of a death, in my opinion.

4. Sometimes it's the simple things to make the day seem happier. Tonight its family movie night - and we're taking the kids to see "Monsters v. Aliens", complete with dinner out after.

If that's not a great way to start the week.... I don’t know what is.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Please come to Boston for the Springtime....

It's Friday, and I'm feeling fabulous.
(Well, not entirely fabulous - my knee is bothering me -- but that is going to be a story for Monday I believe...stay tuned!)

I have a surprise birthday party to attend tonight....so a little fun, grown up time is always good for a "pick me up".

And I'm sorry -- but if you live in Boston -- have you been outside yet today?
Talk about fabulous!
It's gorgeous outside....

I've always been more of an early Summer kind of girl than early Spring; early Spring tends to be muddy and dirty with all the sand leftover from the winter getting wet from the rain. But today is picture perfect, with a hint of Summer in the air....and just the thing to lift anyone's spirits.

Then of course tomorrow is the Spring Soiree at Chez I'm Just a Girl....and Sunday - we're going to a Train & Toy/Hobby Show with the kids. (Somewhere in all of this, I really need to do laundry...but, ugh -- that's just a downer, so I'm not going to think of that at the moment. )

All I want to think about for the moment is walking out the door, to my car....driving with the windows down, sunroof open -- and with some great music in my ears.

Truly a fantastic way to start the weekend.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Un Soiree de Printemps…

I am quite excited for this weekend.
I've got some girls coming over on Saturday for a Spring brunch; it's a small, intimate group of friends that cross over different areas of my life -- and it's helped me discover that I need a much bigger house. I would have loved to have opened it up to all of my girlfriends; but I just don't have the room. So, I kept it small and intimate; and each time I host one of these, I invite different girlfriends which is always a lot of fun.

In my dream house, we'd be eating outdoors in a covered gazebo or lovely outdoor covered patio amongst the birds.... (it is a Spring brunch, after all....).
Should the weather be inclement -- we'd be eating indoors in my graciously sized dining room, that seats 24 comfortably. Or buffet style, that would allow for more than 24 to visit and eat indoors comfortably.
(I really need a house geared towards entertainment.)
At the same time, I do truly enjoy small and intimate.

That aside, we'll be indoors in my house (which really is very nice, I shouldn't be complaining) at my dining room that seats 10-12.
Two of my girlfriends had birthdays this week.... so, I'm definitely getting birthday cake for them -- and they aren't expecting it so that will be fun.

Menu du jour will be....
Scrambled Eggs
Bacon
Irish Bangers
Baby Spinach, Bacon and Cave Aged Gruyere Quiche (Oh. My.... that should taste fabulous, can't wait.)
Spiral Ham w. brown sugar & pineapple
Fusili w/ shrimp & rosemary
Green & white asparagus decorated w/ edible flowers. (Think Spring!)
Salad w. almonds & blueberries
Fruit salad
Coffee Rolls
.....and of course, Mimosas.

Did I mention that I love to cook?

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

And the grapefruit moon, one star shining, is all that I can see...

I ran out at lunch today and picked up some sushi, and some fruit to enjoy at my desk.
(Hi, I'm Rebecca and clearly - I'm addicted to sushi.)

The fruit was a small container of Del Monte Fruit Naturals, Ruby Red Grapefruit.
Can I just tell you?
I love, love, love grapefruit.

And yet - it's probably been, oh - about 30 years since I've eaten it. I think I had it so much as a child - and didn't always love it back then because often it can be too tart - that I must've blocked it out my wants and desires for food as an adult. So all these years, I've cold shouldered something that I clearly enjoy.

I don't know what inspired me to buy it; outside of the fact that it just looked appealing. I'm typically a pineapple kind of girl, but today -- I mixed it up.

Taking that first taste today, brought me back to being about 7 years old in my kitchen on Porter Street. My Dad had cut me a half of grapefruit and we were sitting at the table all of us (must've been a Sunday) and I'm wrestling with trying to scoop out the fruit with a spoon; I glance over and see my Dad who's not only eaten the fruit, but drinking the juice from the empty half he's got. And that's all I remember, but it was a very vivid glimpse back into my childhood.

And to think -- that all started with a bite of fruit....
The mind is a very powerful thing.

Monday, March 23, 2009

"Cheese has always been a food that both sophisticated and simple humans love.”

So the Sushi Soiree weekend didn't come to full fruition.
But my God did I eat. I ate like I'd never seen food before.

Friday night - I was supposed to go for sushi & shoe shopping to celebrate a girlfriend's birthday. But....she had a borderline anaphylactic reaction to some allergy medicine she was on, and the poor thing not only looked awful, but felt even worse. So we rescheduled to this evening, which I inturn, have postponed - due to the fact that I think I have a sinus infection - and feel lousy in the morning, and even worse at night. But I'll get to that in a bit...

Anyway - I stayed home Friday, and G ended up ordering me a prosciutto & roasted pepper sub from AJ's which was okay. Not sure why TV Diner has raved out of their minds about it, I think the subs and calzones are just okay; but then again - Summer Shack is like their "golden child" and I'm rather unimpressed with them as well, so... look at the source, right? I mean, AJ's is good -- but I can think of a few places better. Just sayin'...

Saturday, another girlfriend came over - and we took the kids to Minado in Natick for lunch. She'd never been - and my kids and I love, love, love it there. The best sushi and Japanese cuisine buffet anywhere. She stayed the night, and we watched chick flicks which was a ton of fun. Of course we were stuffed from lunch and didn't feel like eating a big dinner, so me and my brilliant ideas thinks...."what goes best on chick flick movie night? Insane snack food." So I run out, and get all the fixing's for home made guacamole, 7 layer dip, salsa -- oh, and this amazing Pumpkin flavored cheese with wheat crackers. I swear, it was like eating Pumpkin Cheesecake. To die for....

Here's the thing, I can resist peanut butter -- but I have zero tolerance with any cheese products. Needless to say, I was congested and barely able to breathe - with a buzz from some good Sauvignon Blanc, as well as my overdose on sodium.

Sunday afternoon - we took the kids to brunch; hello, banana stuffed French toast (no whipped), homefries, sausage and two eggs over easy. And then I wonder how I put on 7 lbs. since the surgery? Right....

Which brings us back to today, which is the actual birthday of my girlfriend from Friday - whom I've cancelled with for tonight. Well, turns out - her lunch plans cancelled so I said "lets meet quick for lunch at least!". We initially opted for Panera - but then this sign "Sakura" caught her eye. It's a fast food, yet made fresh Japanese restaurant in the Woburn Mall. (I know what you're thinking, "mall sushi?!?!". Trust me, we both thought the same thing; but it was cheap and we were short on time, so mall sushi it was.) We're both pretty picky about sushi, and we were not at all impressed with what we saw (or the rude woman at the counter, but I digress....) but yet we were both very pleasantly surprised at how good the sushi was. It was better than good - it was actually, very good. And exceptionally inexpensive, might I add. Which allowed for a light, healthy and inexpensive lunch.

And even though my eyes hurt, and my sinuses are pounding -- I am going to venture into my first session of jogging tonight. Must get back into the physical routine of life again -- and say goodbye to those extra 7 lbs. which I'm oh-so-aware of. I think my surgery is far enough behind me to slowly get back into the running groove -- and today is the day I am starting. Besides, getting the blood circulating through my system might not hurt this sinus thing I've got going on as well.

Here's hoping, anyway....

Thursday, March 19, 2009

"I want pancakes!! You people understand every language except English! Yo quiero pancakes! Donnez-moi pancakes! Click-click-bloody-click pancakes!!!"

I'm working from home today, because that cold I mentioned yesterday - is kicking my butt. I've had a fever since I got home last night - and while my fever is lower today, I still thought since I had one, it was the smarter decision to stay home. I've got a busy weekend ahead of me, and would like to put this silly sickness in the rear view already.

So, I've been watching Food TV since 8 a.m. which is generally my channel of choice.
Did you know that Food Network doesn't show actual shows until 10am? It's informercials -- and that was incredibly disappointing. But anyway....I was able to catch up with my old friend Emeril -- whom I don't get to watch very often any more because my schedule conflicts with his. Clearly my people and his people need to talk and synch calendars. I get so many great recipes from him, so I'm glad we got to catch up. "Bam!" -- I needed that today.

But I have to say... as much as I'm sure she's a lovely person in real life -- I just can't stand Paula Deen. "YA'LL", (ugh!) she's always screaming that and it makes me want to reach out and slap her through the television.

Her recipes are amazing, and everything looks fabulous -- but I just can't stand to listen to her long enough to actually watch a whole show. Today, I was only able to stomach paying attention to the last half of her "Breakfast in Bed" episode, and she made these delicious looking Gruyere and Spinach puffs, as well as Dutch pancakes. I don't know about "YA'LL" but I could never eat puffs and pancakes. That would be far too filling for me. Besides, I'm truly all about the meats with breakfast -- bacon, sausages, hash -- throw a few eggs in there, and I'm good. I've never really been a bread or cake kind of girl. I mean, I like pancakes - enough to take a bite or two - but I very rarely eat a whole pancake myself. Just not my thing. There are exceptions to the rule though: I love French Toast. I swear, I could eat a loaf of bread if it's made in a pan. Baked French Toast, which is something I make Christmas morning generally -- eh, I'm only good for a piece, if that.

So now I'm watching Giada "I need bangs" DeLaurentis making a very interesting combination of savory and sweet gnocchi. It sounds fabulous.

Fortunately, I'm not cooking tonight. I made delicious Delmonico steak last night for dinner - or at least I think it was delicious because I couldn't taste it. I couldn't even eat. Actually, I've had very little outside of popsicles for the last 12 hours or so; and tonight is the kickoff of what is going to be my "Weekend of Sushi".

But more on that later.....

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

This is my story, and I'm sticking to it....!

1. A friend in work introduced me to a new tea, that is absolutely delicious. And given the fact that I've got yet another cold (third one in 6 weeks? What the heck is going on??) it feel so amazingly good right now. Truth be told, I'm guessing that it's delicious because my taste buds are very, very dull at the moment. It's Green Tea with Pomegranate. It's pink, which in of itself is fun -- and I think it seems to taste and smell delicious. The only downside is that there were some tea grains at the bottom of my cup which I didn't care for; I like nothing at the bottom of my cup. It spoils my drinking experience. If I've got a cup of instant coffee, I dread seeing grains at the top that didn't dissolve or melt. It's almost the equivalent for me, as getting a shell in my scrambled eggs. But I digress....

I'm also thinking that the reason why I've been so under the weather is partly due to the fact that this is the first time in 12, 13 years - that I haven't worked out. Even when I was pregnant with my kids, I was active -- but being less than active until just recently I think has done a number to my immune system. Good thing I'm going to try running again next week....

2. Speaking of immobility....yesterday was the first day with my normal fancy-schmancy uber high heels. We all know I'm traditionally a 3-4" heel kinda girl -- so it's been killing me to wear my Uggs or sneakers every day. Partly because - I have no pants that are tailored for a flat heel; and partly because well, I'm all about the fun shoe! It felt great....and today, I'm wearing heels again and the soreness my quad felt was worked out at physical therapy yesterday. Today was truly the first morning I woke up and completely forgot about my knee. It feels almost, normal. (Note to Lugo enthusiasts -- I don't see how he'll be back in 4 weeks. Even with 24 hour physical therapy, I'd be surprised to see him running and cutting angles in 4 weeks if he truly tore his meniscus. Just sayin'....)

3. Business plans are still moving along. The lease is being negotiated as we speak - though I don't think there's any real sticking points to it, so it's just a matter of the license being announced for competition, hopefully. Then, the games will begin!

4. All's quiet on the western front....life is relatively calm and quiet right now, and that's a great thing. The bedroom is re-arranged and the television has been hung; I've got a new comforter set coming in to give the room a face lift of sorts. I wasn't able to rearrange it as I’d wanted to a few months back, truly the knee prevented me from doing much of anything. But now, I just need a few décor items and that's it. It looks larger, there's better utilization of space -- and the room appears darker now in the morning because the windows are behind us, rather than on us. It makes it a bit harder to get up during the week, but great for trying to sleep past 6:30 on the weekend. (and I've gotta be honest - the large screen tv is pretty sweet.)

And this, is what's going on in this girl's world...for now.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

If it ain't broken.....please don't fix it!

So, I understand that the kids that run Facebook want to "own" what we put out there.
And while I disagree with it, whatever -- it is what it is. Once you place something on the internet for everyone to see, it's not really "yours" anymore anyway. I highly doubt anyone is going to use the photos of my family and I to make any money. They're not exactly professional stock photos. So, I can deal with that.

What I can't deal with -- is the new layout. It makes my head hurt everytime I open it. The font's too large -- I feel like everyone is yelling. There's no real clear dissemination of information on my Wall page versus my "Home" page. My status updates are no longer separated in style from the comments that people place on my Wall. The Home page is busy, confusing and hard to follow. Truthfully, I don't like seeing everyone's conversations; you only get to see pieces of them and then you want to see the rest - and truly, it's none of my business. If they wanted to include me in their conversations, they would!

It's become more like Twitter in a very ugly and inconvenient way -- which, note to the creators of Facebook -- I left Twitter because I don't like it's format, or the lack of personal, one-on-one interactivity. Facebook was a far better networking product. (Note the past tense.) Performance is down, notifications are sluggish at best -- and it's painful to look at it. Aesthetically speaking -- it's awful; and the usability has gone for relatively simple to mind boggling.

What was the point?
What the heck were they thinking?!?!

Monday, March 16, 2009

Moving at a million miles a day, in the outer spiral arm, at fourteen thousand miles an hour, of a galaxy we call the Milky Way...

I came into work this morning to find a book sitting on my desk: "The Ultimate Hitch Hiker's Guide: Five Complete Novels and One Story", by Douglas Adams.

It's a beautiful book, might I add. Bound leather, with soft fine paper and gold edges...you just don't see books made like this anymore, or at least it seems that way.

How did it come to appear on my desk, you might ask?
Well, on Friday - a co worker and I were discussing something work related, and he made a reference to something within this book as a joke; of course, I didn't catch on, and so he explained it to me; and then proceeded to unravel portions of the story, that were hysterical! I don't know if the stories themselves were that good, or his translation of it was - but I casually mentioned that I should pick up the book and read it. He just as casually mentioned that maybe he'd let me borrow his, which was a nice gesture - but not something I would ever hold him to.

And then - voila!
There it was this morning.

The timing couldn't be any better, as I'd been thumbing through a small pile of books I have at home that I have yet to read -- and feel uninspired to get to.
This however, has piqued my curiousity!...

If anyone out there has seen the movie (though I doubt it could compare to the literary version; nothing usually does!) or has read any of the books -- feel free to share your thoughts with this girl.

I'd love to know what you think!

Friday, March 13, 2009

When you believe in things that you dont understand, then you suffer...superstition aint the way...

It's Friday the 13th... (enter music from Psycho here).

And my question for today is...... what good luck will the day bring for you? Or rather, what good things are you going to bring unto yourself on this day? Make it a point to turn the negative - to a positive.
(Hence my personal quote to live by, courtesy of Miss Edie Brickell circa 1988 -- "I am filling in the negative space with positively everything...")

Listen, I'm as superstitious as the next person when it comes to baseball. But when it comes to life in general, I just don't believe the hype.

I welcome black cats to cross my path. (Actually, black cats are my favorite kind of cat in all the world. Especially the long haired variety.)

If there's a ladder in my way - I walk under it. I made a game out of stepping on cracks.... didn't hurt my mother's back one bit.

If a mirror drops and it's broken -- I look at it. (Now, if it broke as a result of my looking at it - then I think a call to the plastic surgeon might be in order, not the voodoo doctor, if you get my drift...)

I tempt fate....I laugh in the face of mystical tragedy.
Yet I embrace magic and the possibilities of the luck that we can create for ourselves.

So do something wild today and be carefree...we create our own karma, and if you don't live life to the fullest -- then you just aren't living at all.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I lost myself in a familiar song....I closed my eyes and I slipped away

At lunch today, I went to one of my all time favorite stores -- one that I haven't been to in far too long: Newbury Comics.

I love everything about that place....the smell in there....finding eclectic artists that aren't the normal mainstream favorites.....the thought of being able to actually buy vinyl records again -- that is exciting. Though not what I was there for, I must confess.

Shopping for an eclectic mix for the store was my goal for today; and I think I succeeded. The collection I wanted to get was not instock, so I may have to start playing mixmaster at home and create my own selections. It's just finding the time to do so....

For myself, I did pick up two new samplings to add to my daily commute when I'm not listening to Sports radio or Sirius: Kelly Clarkson's new cd "All I ever wanted", and Rocco DeLuca & The Burden's "Mercy". I briefly scanned each of them, and came to the following conclusions:

Rocco DeLuca sounds like a watered down Coldplay meets Damien Rice meets U2. It's got a few songs that are intriguing me right now, but nothing that's hooked me into listening deeply -- certainly no notably strong lyrics. I'm not in a huge rush to listen to it on the way home today. This one may have to grow on me.

Kelly Clarkson is clearly going back to that commercial hit route that I think she's been so criticized for working away from. My favorite song on the cd thus far is the last one because it showcases her beautiful voice without over doubling it, as is done in many of the other tracks. One of the reasons why I love her music is because she has an outstanding voice; her earlier cd's really demonstrated that. This collection of songs seems to overproduce her voice at times, and I think the true talent of the instrument she has, gets lost within the production itself.

Sometimes it feels that the music is like a person who tries too hard to fit in with the crowd. I don't like that -- I prefer genuity, purity and originality. But hey, that's just me.

Interestingly enough, the hype of this cd is that she worked with Katy Perry & Kara Dioguardi -- yet the songs I like best, are the ones that Kelly has written herself. Those seem to be the strongest lyrically, and with the exception of one of them -- they're less commercially driven in that typical "Avril Lavigne/Katy Perry/next hot young thing" kind of way. They're just good, and will be on the charts despite the lack of that desperate commercial sound that everyone seems to crave lately.

So if you're a Kelly Clarkson fan, the bottom line is this: the cd isn't as addictive as the first one was; it won't be the smash that the second one was....but it should definitely be better than the last one. Preliminarily speaking -- it's a one and a half thumbs up on the first listen.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Everybody strikes out nine times out of ten; but you got to step up to the plate son ‘cause every now and then...

So, I'm going to venture into the Fantasy World of Baseball this year. I'm pretty excited about this, because where I don't know much about football players or positions - and found the prospect of Fantasy Football a little overwhelming - I am thinking that this is going to be right up my alley.

I've already got players mapped out in my head....just hoping that I'm able to create somewhat of the team that I would like to.

Any expert Fantasy Managers out there, who want to lend this girl a hand -- please feel free!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Feelin' Groovy....

I had a great day today. It didn't exactly start off that way...it had the makings of a not so great one -- but it somehow worked itself out.

My hair rocked today -- and we all know how important a good hair day is to a girl! I was busy at work -- really busy actually. (and again, we all know how I thrive on actually having some work to do). Being productive makes me feel happy, and with purpose. I don't know how people can be complacent in life. I just can't do it.
After work, I came home and got crackin' on a WebKinz party I promised the kids we'd have. ("Cracklin' Rosie make me smile...." sorry, for the interruption but that song just jumped into my head.) My children both have tons of these furry creatures...I swear, you name them - they've got it. Squirrels, dinosaurs, blue jays -- they're everywhere at Chez I'm Just a Girl. So...we looked on line, picked a fun craft and two recipes from WebKinz World -- and we went to work.

Behold the Wrinkle Pugcakes, before the oven...

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and then after!


We made "Buckets of Bones" and Beagle Bagel Bites....
All in all --- this girl had a great day.
I'm beat, and looking forward to tomorrow!





Monday, March 09, 2009

Please come to Boston, for the Springtime...

Yeah, right. If it ever comes...
I'm not whining, really I'm not.
But this was us yesterday. Walking along the beach, playing in the tidepools - finding periwinkles and crabs.
And today?
Snow. Hail. Freezing rain.
Sigh.....
With more to come on Wednesday.
I stuck my fingers in my ears (la la la la, I'm not listening to you) watching the weather reports last night; I was convinced that it was far too warm for it to snow.
And then I remembered, that I live in New England - where we've been known to have snow and 70 degrees in the same day. We've had snow in May. We've had high 70's in December and January.
Anything and everything is possible around here.
After looking at it from that perspective, I wouldn't have it any other way.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

I believe the children are our future.....

This morning on my commute to work, I switched from Sports to Music - not realizing that today was Mix 98.5's annual Radioathon for Children's Hospital.

I donate to two organizations throughout the year primarily: The Jimmy Fund, and Children's Hospital. There are other organizations that are smaller that I help out as well, but these are the two that are near and dear to me, for personal reasons.

Children's Hospital is one of those places that helps you believe in miracles & medicine -- all at one time. I can't say enough about this organization, and I would encourage any one who has children - or has children in their lives, be it nieces/nephews, godchildren, cousins, etc. - to consider making a contribution today.

We're all struggling, we have have difficult times to endure.....even $10 is a valueable contribution. If you can't -- then you can't. It's perfectly understandable.....

I just didn't want to let the opportunity of sharing the opportunity to participate go by.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Wednesday's potpourri...

1. I am back to the yoga mat today. After many months of being inactive and void of any type of physical activity, I am going to yoga today. I am beyond excited. Next week, I'll also do another week of my vegan detox to jump start my metabolism because while I can't run just yet - doing yoga is absolutely going to get me back into the swing of things, as well as strengthen me up so that running will be a possibility sooner - rather than later. At Whole Foods this afternoon to celebrate - I bought myself some Metromint Peppermint water (my very favorite!) -- and I caved (literally!) and indulged in a good chunk of cave aged Gruyere. (See, pun clearly intended.) I tasted a small sliver at the cheese counter and loved it. So while I roast my veggies & rice for dinner tonight (no, I'm not detoxing today just going to eat lighter tonight. Of course, the half of a chocolate chip cookie I just ate doesn't qualify....) I will indulge in this amazing cheese. Ommmm...yummmm.

2. I am still riveted to the Caylee Anthony case. I'm not exactly sure why the state isn't going forward with the death penalty for Casey Anthony; the only explanation I can come up with is that there would be a higher chance of conviction without the prospect of death; she's an attractive young girl and possibly they're thinking that people would be more forgiving of her based upon outward appearances, and it's reprehensible to think that a mother would do this to a child. (Let's be honest, people are more forgiving to attractive people than to those who aren't so easy on the eyes...that's partly why celebrities get away with such poor behaviour. But I digress....)It's inexcusable to me that she has shown little to no remorse over this; even Susan Smith who to me was previously one of the most heinous criminals in a crime of this kind -- showed emotion, remorse and regret. Hyperventilation, if truly her reaction - equals fear. It does not equate to grief.

3. I can't believe how quickly my kids are growing up. This week I have to register my daughter for kindergarten. She's going to be 5 - my son is going to be 8. Where does the time go? The days of my being the center of their universes....are slowly going to leave me. Those are the times that I'm not looking forward to, at all. Well, let me rephrase that; they'll never leave me....I just won't be the most important part of their lives. They'll have their friends, and other interests. Which is normal, and natural....and what we want for them to be -- happy and well rounded and adjusted. That doesn't mean I can't feel a little sad about it....

4. Stimulus plan, shimulus scam....My latest effort in the business startup is still moving right along, which is a good thing. A great thing, actually! I just wonder how President Santa Claus plans on helping good people, with excellent credit with their small businesses? Because I haven't heard much about that in the "stimulus" plan.

Just sayin'....

Monday, March 02, 2009

In like a lion -- out like a lamb?

Well, we at least know the first half is correct. And truthfully, I'm alright with this phrase, so long as someone can guarantee me that this is the last time we'll have to look at the white stuff this season.

Which brings me to Lent. Still struggling on what to sacrfice. Though truthfully, I've sacrificed enough over the last year that I'm thinking I deserve a little indulgence this season. Just sayin'....

So, I'm home being Domestic Supergoddess, doing what I do best on these days -- which is cooking. So far, I've made lemon poppy muffins - and sandwiches with hot cocoa made with milk for the kiddies after coming inside from playing. I've got home made chocolate chip cookie dough made so I can make cookies in a bit. I've got a beautiful rib eye roast marinating in the oven -- presliced, might I add. I scored this 6lb roast pre sliced at my local market. For a score of a price! Now, why is it when I want to make a roast during the holidays I have to pay through my nose for it? But I digress....I've got that marinated and waiting to be cooked, along with roasted potatoes, asparagus and salad.

Did I mention I like to cook on snow days?


Your Snow Test Says You're Independent



You feel like something good will happen to you in the next few months.



You have an amazingly strong work ethic. You are likely to be very successful in life.



You are an independent, individualistic person. You thrive when you're doing your own thing.



Your biggest worry in your life is your financial security. You think about money a lot.



When it comes time to relax, you always go the extra mile. You take relaxing as seriously as anything else in life.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Chicks were born to give you fever...Be it fair and have a sense of game

It could not be any prettier here in Boston for the 27th of February.
60 degrees, and feeling like Spring.
(Or like Spring Training?)
I swear, I could smell pollen in the air.

Okay, so maybe I'm a bit over enthusiastic about the day but it just makes me feel alive after always feeling so huddled with the cold. I'm trying to ignore the weather reports that in a mere 24 hours we'll be subjected to another snow storm.

Even the bugs are feeling it. I came into work this morning to discover calamity abound in the breakroom. Seems that cockroaches overtook the cabinet spaces - and didn't even feel the need to hide from the bright daylight shining in the room. So while I'm no longer in a building that smells like sour ass (Yes, Felger - you and Ms. Malone are not alone...and I do believe that I'm the one who coined that phrase regarding the work space. Just sayin'...) I am however in a building that apparently has an infestation of the lovely North American variety of cockroach. Not a huge surprise, yet disgusting none the less. And also a lovely reminder as to why I should never, ever consume anything from that room again. So apparently, even bugs are feeling a little Spring Fever.

I actually stopped at HomeGoods during lunch for a very quick run through to get some ideas for storage for glasses and linens, etc. for a possible new store location. Found some beautiful display items for a song - but hesitated on buying them since we're not a green light yet. I have very definite ideas on what I want to do for a register as well as tasting bar, so these things would be perfect for those areas. But now isn't the time. I did find a beautiful display option that I love, but it's something that I think is relatively common enough that I can purchase it - or a variation of the theme - as we get closer.

Plans on tap for the weekend is total business. (That is busy-ness, as opposed to business.) Tonight, we are going to the Home Show and then out for dinner; Saturday day, I have yet to find an adventure for the kiddies and I to go on, but I'm looking.... Saturday night, we have dinner plans for sushi at one of my favorite restaurants. Sunday, I'm supposed to have a friend visit during the day - but the weather may hinder that, and it may be a day spent focusing on layout and design of the new space.

But for now, I'm going to enjoy the weather -- drive home with my sun roof open and windows down, and refuse to buy into the concept that we're still in the middle of winter.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

"When I grow up, I wanna be famous..." - Part Deux

I'm going on a casting call!

The upside -- it's for Food Network.
The downside -- it's not to host a show.
It's a reality show of sorts.
We're not super clear on the concept but we're guessing it's modeled after "The Amazing Race".

However....this does not mean that the audition process itself doesn't lend exposure.

It's a team effort -- I'm partnering with another "foodie" girlfriend of mine on this audition since they specified doubled partners.

If I don't make it, eh - I won't be heartbroken.
But I am however, thrilled for the audition and interview.

As I said, truly the dream never dies.

Monday, February 23, 2009

'Cause see when I was younger I would say..." When I grow up, I wanna be famous, I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies..."

Last night Kate Winslet made a very appropo statement, something to the effect of "none of us ever dreamed we'd be in a category with Meryl Streep". To be considered of the same caliber as the lovely Ms. Streep was something that all of us young, thirtysomethings who wanted to be actresses dreamed about. To be actually competing against her or with her, was never part of the equation. Though I think it came across as an age thing last night - to me, her reference was that it was more of an unattainable goal...a pipe dream. To be considered similar to Meryl Streep meant you were the pinnacle of what you could achieve - something that doesn't happen to "us" -- it happens to other people.

Watching the Oscars is the one night a year that I can honestly say that I revel in the "would've could've should've" in my life. I can entirely relate to the actresses and their emotions as they overflow. I thought that this year in particular was the nicest way to present the nominees with their moment of glory; instead of watching a small clip of their work, to have them honored by those who have held the prestigious honor before them and speak accolades of their bodies of work on a very warm and personal level -- was to me by far, a touching and gracious way to honor those who were anxiously awaiting to hear the words "and the Oscar goes too...".

I was so very proud of my girl Jennifer Aniston, who though clearly nervous -- looked beautiful, and was so gracious in the face (literally, directly) of her heartbreakingly beautiful ex husband, and his homewrecker of a...what is she anyway...girlfriend, if you will. If you ask me, Angelina didn't look that great. A little too thin and pale, but again - I've always been on Team Aniston so maybe I'm a bit biased.

The only real gripe I had about the show was that I thought the camera men were going a little crazy during the portion where they show those who have passed onto the silver screen in the sky. They kept zooming in and out...I couldn't see all of the names, and truly - that's an important piece of the show. At least to me it is. ( Note to the Director: please, please keep the camera straight, focused and on the screen next year. Thanks!)

So to the very end I watched...thinking back to how if the world was as small of a place as it is today back when I was able to dedicate my time to finding employment in the theatrical field -- what would I have been able to achieve? Would I possibly have been on stage last night, accepting my award....similar to how myself, and clearly Kate Winslet - had done, back when we were 8,9,10 years old - speaking into a brush at the bathroom mirror?

Truly, the dream never dies.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Monday cycling,Tuesday gymnastics, Dancing on a Friday night...I got Bridge Club on Wednesday, Archery on Thursday, Dancing on a Friday night...

I am not the kind of girl that says "super" a lot; That's "super good!", or "I'm super happy!". Typically - one would never hear that phrase and think "hmm. Yes, that sounds like Rebecca." But for the record, let me just state that I am going to go out of character for a minute, and exclaim that I am "super excited" that today is Friday.

For a short week, it was a busy one. I refinanced the house...bought a new stove....attended important new business oriented meetings....got a hair cut...got sick. Oh - and work in between all of that. So, I'm ready and willing for the weekend to arrive.

This was supposed to be an incredibly busy weekend; I had a wine party to attend, one of those Travelling Vineyard kinds that I always get a chuckle out of going to. ( I feel badly because most of the time they end up referring to me for questions....plus, their wines are really not good and sorely overpriced. But I digress....) Then a Mia Bella Candle party...oh, and this weekend was going to be a soiree that I had to postpone due to no oven. You know that whole "everything happens for a reason" logic I referred to in my last post? Well, it applies here for sure. Because at the beginning of the week as I was terribly disappointed to have to cancel -- it's a good thing I did. Because no way, no how would I be up for cooking for a houseful tomorrow.

Tonight the kiddies are having a campout in my son's room - they're so excited, they're going to sleep in their new sleeping bags on his floor. So we're making home made pizza and cookies -- then they are going to settle down and watch their favorite Viva Pinata DVD before hopefully snoozing for the night.

Saturday, I think I'm going to take them to our local gymnastics facility for a tour - and possibly get them enrolled in a program for Saturdays. My it's a great place, they have a gym for adults as well as a centralized location for adults to be able to watch the kids do their classes. So I think that would be good, something for my daughter who had opted not to do dance this year; and to tide my son over until Spring Soccer starts. Plus my Princess Petunia is so gymnastically inclined, I want to get her in there before she develops fears, because as of now -- there are none.

Sunday, I'm hoping to do food shopping and I really, truly want to make a turkey. So fingers crossed, my sense of smell and taste will be back by then so I can. I can't consider the oven truly "christened" until one has made a turkey in it.

So this is the weekend that I've got mapped out; not too busy compared to how it was - which I'm really thankful for in retrospect. Somewhere in the middle there will be relaxing, and a little bit of store design going on as well.

*YAWN*
Did I mention I was "super excited" that it's Friday....???
4:00 simply cannot get here quick enough.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Good things come to those who wait....

I always say "everything happens for a reason".
I firmly believe that. Sometimes we don't always see it in the immediate, but in retrospect it often tends to pull together and make sense.

In the past two years, I've had some really close moments with business ventures. Opportunities that were THIS close to coming to fruition, and then for whatever reason -- fall through at the last minute. The last one I was working on, was possible - albeit a ton of work - but plausible for immediate takeover. But it didn't feel right; it was rushed and forced - and when someone does that to me, I pull back. I won't be forced into making a decision that isn't well thought out. A risk I'm all game for - but it must be a calculated one.

As a result of that not happening - the very morning that the decision was made to opt out -- another one landed in my lap. Literally....

The ball is now rolling, and for the first time -- there is no real uphill battle to fight.

Almost.
This is a previously dry community, that is now - accepting liquor license applications. So there is competition for the first one. That is an obstacle without doubt. However...

The space is retail ready. The landlord wants us, so negotiations are under way. The community has expressed wanting a business such as what we presently have and the model we want to expand to. It's seeming as if we are lined up for success.....

Everything isn't always as they seem though. And that is a thought that I will carry with me until I have better information.

But....it's encouraging.
And allowing for optimism.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Thoughts for Tuesday....

1. ARod is in ALot of trouble. I wish I could hear his press conference in work. He really didn't think this PR spin through last week, and gave such weak and wishy washy answers - it's going to be an absolute feeding frenzy when he meets the media. I hate to say it - but I can't wait. It's not that I want to see him squirm.....okay, so maybe I do....but it's more about how the situation gets handled in general. Interesting psychological warfare indeed.

2. I am so irritated that I've got this cold. Everyone you talk to is sick, with some sort of malaise. And I've tried to so hard to stay healthy, and avoid running ragged so that I could hopefully go the winter without an instance of not feeling well. So much for that! I definitely think not eating right has something to do with it, because since my surgery - I haven't been eating right at all. I've been over indulgent in sodium and I do think that has something to do with it. Oh - and wine too. I think I've had more wine in the last three weeks than in the last three years; Saturday night when I was really teetering on the edge with this cold, I had a glass of delicious wine with my sushi - and I think that was it. My resistance was lowered to begin with, and the alcohol pushed me to the edge.

3. Physical therapy is progressing nicely. So nicely that I'm debating trying to do yoga in the next two weeks. That in of itself would make me feel better! I have much better mobility these days...going up stairs is becoming more of a normal gait -- downstairs, well that will take some time. But I'm allowed to use the bike for 5-7 minutes each day now, so that's encouraging!

4. I'm not over the top with weight gain. So, I cautiously stepped on the scale and was happy to see I'm only 5lbs heavier than I was in October when I hurt my knee to begin with. Considering I've been overly indulgent and less than mobile - that is good to see. Sure my shape isn't the same, but with minimal additional weight, once I am able to get exercising again, I should be back to my normal self in no time.

5. My new stove is coming tomorrow and I can not be more excited. I haven't been able to cook, and while I've been creative with grilling -- you certainly can't grill chocolate chip cookies for the kids, or monkey bread! I really wanted to make a turkey this weekend, and I was so disappointed that I couldn't. You know, that's always the way - when you've got the oven - you do nothing with it. Well, not nothing - I cook all the time, but once it's gone.....a cooking extravaganza is just burning inside of you to take place. Sour grapes at it's finest.

6. Facebook rocks. I love it. And I just got an email saying I was tagged in an elementary school photo, which I'm so disappointed I can't see while in work! I can only imagine.....

Monday, February 16, 2009

There's never a wish, better than this...when you've only got 100 years to live

I am tired today.
And sore.

The cold I've been fighting is closer to winning it's battle; I've been able to keep it at bay, but today I'm tired, and really sore all over. I'm hoping it's the beginning of the end and maybe it's turning a corner. Needless to say, as a result - I'm perfectly content being Domestic Supergoddess and just hang out with the kiddies until I have to go to PT.

I did get a new oven yesterday, though not the double oven I'd hoped for. It's nice, high efficiency and stainless - and truthfully, though I'd love, love, love the double oven - why bother for now. I will have the kitchen of my dreams at some point and the oven isn't very different from the one I just bought - so it won't increase the kitchen value that much. Why spend what I don't need to at the moment. (Being insightful of the economy, check, Not being overly indulgent unnecessarily, check.)

So, today since I'm a little under the weather I figured a survey would be fun.
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1. What’s something in your life that’s pretty much been used up and needs replacing?
My shower head apparantly. It broke off before I was able to get into the shower this morning -- what a pain it was showering in the kid's bathroom.

2. What is older than you? Many things and many people. That's a silly question.

3. Where do you belong? I am where I belong.

4. Who is no longer a stranger to you? Hmm. I have no idea??

5. What's your favorite accent? I love all foreign accents. They sound beautiful to me.

6. Do you like apples? I do - Gala's and Granny Smiths are my most favorite.

7. Do you play baseball? No, but I'm one heck of an armchair manager and GM.

8. Do you enjoy starting drama? Ugh. Absolutely not.

9. Can you run fast? Yes -- when I can run. :)

10. Do you believe in magic? I believe in magic and miracles - and everything in between.

11. What was the first conscious thought you had this morning? What time is it?

12. When you get online, what do you do first? I check my email.

13. What is the slowest realization you've ever come to? That I have to accept the things I can not change.

14. What name would you want have if you were the opposite sex? Hmm. Maybe Dave. Dave's a nice guy, and he's friends with everyone. Dave's reliable and dependable.

15. What is a song that you love to hate? "Walking on Sunshine". I hate that song and yet I know every flipping lyric to it.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Cupid, please hear my cry and let your arrow fly ...


And clearly, he did.

Jason Varitek on NESN all day long today? Does it get any better?
This girl, thinks not.


A little coffee....a little candy....a little baseball.
Happy Valentine's Day to Me!
(By the way - if you didn't see his press conference -- you don't know what you missed.
He's in great shape; and he confirmed what I already knew: he's dedicated to this organization, relieved to be in a Sox uniform - and committed to retiring as a Boston Red Sox and helping this team achieve all that it's capable of doing.
Like I said - Happy Valentine's Day to Me!)